Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Feeling sad and wierd

Hi Everyone,
Just need to connect....
i am feeling so completely exhausted at the moment...
We moved house 5 days ago and it was huge!

It's been 5 years since i'd moved and i collected way too much stuff..
We got rid of sooooo much stuff and i feel like it was just a huge emotional experience...
it all went ok...we are living with friends in limbo for the next few months...
it feels scarey and weird and i feel vulnerable today...teary...
i know it'll be fine eventually but as you get older i swear you seem to get a bit more frightened of change or something...even though i crave change at times...
this one is a hard one.....

I've been completely overeating for the past few weeks and it's been chocolate, wine, extra food non stop...
i guess this scares me a little....I've been trying to be healthy and generally enjoy it...
i keep telling myself it's just for now...it'll pass soon.
I am feeling vulnerable not having my own home...and it's all overwhelming at the moment...

Hope everyone is doing ok.
xxx