Wednesday, May 16, 2007

One down, five to go :(

Hi all,
I'm sad today.....yesterday i got my period...had a blood test...negative...i imagine that it's always particularly hard after your first stim cycle for it to be negative...
wow...it's hard...lots of crying yesterday...but lots of hugs with my girl as well. Im back at work today which i guess is a good distraction...
Luckily we have 5 more embryos frozen....still i feel scared at the whole unknown..... that's life.....
I've already told the nurses and booked in for my thaw scan in 10 days...there is still hope.....
This journey is so hard at times....
i can't seem to focus on much else whilst in it....
We rearranged the loungeroom on sunday for about 3 hours and it looks gorgeous...that was a great thing to do .
We had a few dinners with friends too which was a lovely distraction...
anyway...hope all is well for everyone xxx

4 comments:

Kim-n-Megan said...

Oh I know, its fuct, you get your hopes up that this is all you need to fall pregnant... i am so glad you have 5 frozen, you two be good to each other, hugz xxx

Mandy said...

Thanks heaps...
it is so hard sometimes...
we are both getting a massage this weekend..
and i'm going to eat heaps of spicy food!!!!
you two take good care too xxx

v said...

Sorry to hear that Mandy - found your blog a little while back, my partner and I are also TTC. So much harder than expected of course! Thinking of you and wishing you well for the next try..

Kim-n-Megan said...

have you had your day 10 scan?? How did it go, whats happenin, on tenderhooks here!!!! Hope everything is ok..