Frustrated.. need help

Hi All,
i had a list of links that i visit regularly and i've lost them and cannot seem to put them back on my page....i am frustrated...any clues on how to retrieve them?
I have had a look at my page layout and they are there but do not seem to appear here on my blog???? very strange...
Ps...today our sperm clears...am still WAITING to find out when to start IVF drugs...here we go...
I am feeling ok about it...just waiting and all will be revealed.
i am at work and distracted which is nice...Have been feeling very nauseousfrom the pill...
hope all are well x