Mental Bitch???

Hi All,
am sitting at work...reading thru all the wonderful posts of all dykes trying to make babies and i feel heart warmed...we are not alone...this is wonderful to know....Posting is the best...you can tell i'm a newy...
i just found out today that i'm starting synarel in two weeks i think...so am eagerly waiting to get things going...not very excited about the mad bitch i might turn into as a result of the hormones but i am so very lucky to have a very understanding, strong and funny partner in Di...she's amazing and really can make me laugh when i least expect it.She's also been warned that i may not want to laugh....but...i always do...at some point...either laugh or cry or both.... what else can you do?...i am a bit scared of how i'm going to handle these hormones etc for IVF...but i'm doing it anyway...it's our only chance to have a baby and it's impotant for us to give it our best go....
so 3 years down the track here we are...
We went to visit some close friends on the weekend in the country and hung out in pyjamas and laughed and ate heaps....such a great weekend. my friends also went thru IVF but didn't have a baby unfortunately. They are ok now and have a full and wonderful life together...i am lucky to be able to chat with them about it and they assured me i can ring them anytime...even if i'm on the floor ,pulling my hair out and throwing knives....
This is going to be fun.... I said to Di that normally i am a responsible drama queen...you know what i mean? but i'm scared that i will be out of control on these hormones...and some mental bitch will come out of me and i won't be able to control it... LOL Hope everyone else is doing well...bye for now...